:(

It keeps making me sad to think that the movie Across the Universe is out and I can't see it because it's not in any of the theaters in my area. I've been waiting for it since the summer. What a big fat bummer. Hopefully, some day, it will make it to blockbuster.

Also, I just realized that I forgot to write my math homework last Friday, so I A. can't distract myself with that and B. will get lectured by my teacher tomorrow when I tell him I don't have my homework. Fun times.

There's absolutely no food I can nibble on. arrrrg I'll have to do some more Marine work then...not the most fun thing I could do, but I guess I'll thank myself later. :[

At least I have iTunes to keep me breathing.

Oh, oh, AND I can't believe I haven't mentioned this yet, but I finished the first draft of my book last month! Yes, finally! and right now I'm taking a break so that I'll be able to read it all again with fresh eyes and start editing like a maniac in about a month. It's so hard! I wish I could just start right now, but I'm convinced that waiting is better. I started writing the prologue to the sequel today, but I'm not very inspired to write. A few paragraphs are good, I think, for a day like today. Anyway, I'll write again when I've some more exciting news. I updated a whole bunch of things on my website, but it's all kind of pretend, because no one has read the book yet, obviously, so it's just to get myself pumped up and whatnot.
c ya.

TROUBLE

There was a HUGE, HUGE cockroach in my room today. HUGE.
So I'm making myself some breakfast, you know, cuz I eat breakfast, and I hear my sister screeching at the top of her lungs. I run to our room and go, "What the hell?"
And she's like, "DON'T COME IN! THERE'S A HUGE ROACH UNDER MY BACKPACK!" (which was right next to the door.)
And I, naturally, jump back and screech at the top of my lungs. (IE. I absolutely loathe roaches. I die if I see one.)
I got a broom and we chased the damn cockroach around the room for seriously forty minutes. I definitely couldn't kill it. Every time I saw it move, I screamed and instantly ran away. My sister took forever to do it because we couldn't find it behind the bed and some other furniture. It was hell. And there was a point where I realized our iTunes was playing Why Couldn't It Be Christmas sang by Bianca Ryan (that was a little weird) and I turned it off.
FINALLY after Karla slammed the broom against it a billion times on the rug, the roach died.
SUCCESS! it seriously felt glorious. I hope I never see a roach again in my life.
It's a pity I couldn't find my cell phone to videotape it or take pictures but it was too chaotic.
I'm just glad that's over...

I don't know who these people are but I'm just like that girl freaking out on the chairthing. Except I scream a lot more.

Arrg Bobby's World

My sister reminded me that this show existed once. And that I loved it as a kid. *memories*



that is probably the cutest theme song ever.

Durr

Alright, here's the scoop tonight:
I saw Waitress and it's great. Go see it. (it's a movie) I cried after the credits (not sure why; maybe because it ended?)

Okay, on to more fun things! 1o weird facts about myself:

1. I have a strange obsession with putting lists on my blog.
2. I cry when I'm too angry.
3. I think guy love is awesome.
   
4. My toe nails are always polished and I'm always biting on my fingernails.
5. I don't like pants.
   
6. I think of the most horrible and painful ways of dieing at random times (freaky!).
   
7. ketchup makes me spew.
   
8. I like 50's music and electronic music (among many others)
9. Uneven numbers bug me. (13, 7, etc..)
10. I cook when I'm anxious.
    

I also have a twin, I'm from Mexico, I sleep in a day bed, I love sweet things, and don't have a permit yet, but those aren't really "weird". At least I don't think they are...

Khol's had a sale today. We had a coupon. We missed it. I'm not cheap, but I need a new hair drier. And now we'll have to pay for it without the 30% off. :(

I need to go find something funny on youtube.
I didn't go to the gym today.
I couldn't sleep last night.
This song is annoying.
I changed the song.
Ben Lee is cute.
And that's the way I like it!
Gotta finish writing chapter 14.

Later!

Hell yea!

Okay, so this morning I called my school and asked a few questions and whatnot and *grin* I don´t have to go to summer school anymore! I`ll have to take one semester of algebraI B and then Geometry A next year and so on but that´s fine with me as long I don´t have to go to summer school this summer C: I have a few more weeks before I leave for mexico so now I have time to lose some weight, work on my book and get my permit.
Today was pretty boring. I had lunch at Wendy´s though, that was pretty much the highlight of my day. I also went to La Encantada Mall with my grandma and that was fun too. AJ´s coffee is THE best C:
I saw Spider-Man 3 las weekend and I thought it would suck but, honestly, I was impressed. I was actually going to watch some movie with lindsey lohan in it (only because I didn´t think there was anything better) and I started watching S-M 3 as I waited for the movie to start but I couldn´t bring myself to leave. I think the third is the best of all three. Topher was pretty good in it and I lol´d at Tobey´s awesome perfomance. He was good. If wanyone is thinking of seeing it: do.

Fun

I know for sure I'll be going to summer school this summer for Algebra I and I have the most annoying feeling that I'm definitely going to have to take Chemistry next summer too. Math and science are hell. At least school is over tomorrow and I'll be free to work on my book and my pictures and my whatever else. I'm leaving on Monday though, which doesn't give me much time. I'm going shopping from Thursday to Sunday. Going on vacation back to Mexico is always complex. These are always constant anxieties:

• my weight
• my clothes
• how I look in my clothes
• money
• food intake while I'm there
• transportation (someone always has to give me a ride)

That's it. I love going there though. It's like a paradox. I hate it but I love it. wow. I still have a paper to write for tomorrow :( A paper definitely beats a final exam so I'm really not complaining. It'll be fun. It aggravates me to think I won't be able to write much while I'm there and everyone says it'll be a break from it but, honestly, writing is my only and absolute hobby and I'm obsessed with my book and even if its completely nerdy, I'd rather stay home and write all day than go out as much as I will. but, what can I do? I'll write as many ideas as come to mind and that's good enough. Now all I need is to watch my weight and find tons of clothes, a hair drier, shoes, some makeup, and a bathing suit (which I'll probably never wear)
Okay, on to writing my paper now.

So Spot-on

So I have tons of stuff that I want to do before next week ends and of course, like, that wont' happen but I like the pressure so I'll list 'em here:

• Raise my grades in math and chemistry
• Lose weight
• Get my permit (big one!)
• Write at least two more chapter for my story
• And sleep some more

Yeah, none of those are likely, but I'm betting on my horoscope for this month. I can't even remember what magazine i read it in...those things are never right anyway :(